A Source of Anxiety

From the time I get up in the morning to the time I go to sleep at night it’s all anxiety. The dog snoring, the cars passing, the kids sniffling, the husband’s CPAP machine. Every single sound that I encounter each day puts me on edge. I wish it was different, I wish I could change it, I wish that medical science had something for me to take to make it go away. Until then it’s headphones and earbuds all day every day.

Miso can turn a wonderful day into a shitty one just like that. I woke up this morning and was in a fairly good mood even with not having had my coffee. 😉 Then the engine revving started. I don’t know which neighbor was doing it, but I now it was down the street somewhere. It went on for a good hour or so. While I know that everyone has a right to work on their cars and they should be able to, it still irritated the shit out of me and put me in a foul mood for pretty much the rest of the day. Not because of the sound but because of the effect the sound had on me. It sucks. It really, really sucks.

BLOG PROMPT: Write about a “noise” or even a “silence” that won’t go away. (We’ll let you interpret the different ways)


2 Comments Add yours

  1. Thank you for sharing, and being brave! Reach out if needed, if you’re interested, check out my blog for about this topic! We’re all in this together.

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    1. Thank you for saying I’m brave. Sometimes I don’t feel like it at all. 😦 I will for sure check out your blog and see what you have going on over there. 🙂

      Your Miso Sister


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